Diary entry #14 - 10 March 2012
Dear diary,
This morning we had PRS Race at Bukit Jalil Park and my oh my was it exhausting. Well referring to the title, my station's game was to play volleyball with water balloons. So, arrived there early in the morning and honestly, I wasn't ready for anything. Was so sleepy and we were like, unprepared with setting up our station. Amanda and I had trouble filling up the water balloons haha, especially me. It was tough tying them up. As an ex-member of PRS, I feel that the club isn't as active as it used to. I'm pretty sure the current AJK board feels the same way. I was expecting better attendance, but to my surprise only 4 boys turned up and the rest were girls. Seriously!? Them girls were so afraid of getting wet and let go each time the water balloon arrives in front of them. Lol apparently not even one group passed our simple game of waterballoon volleyball. Well I was glad that I was able to help Amanda out. Really tiring day so I made love to my bed right after I reached home.
'How do you know when you love someone?'
"When you wake up, they're your first thought and you're looking at your phone to see if they've text or called you while you were asleep. And when you go to bed, you fall asleep thinking about them. When you miss them, even though it hasn't been more than a day or so since you last seen them. But mostly, when you put their needs before your own. When their happiness is more important than your pain. When you really love someone, you're willing to give it your all, and you'll know when you are."
Dear diary,
This morning we had PRS Race at Bukit Jalil Park and my oh my was it exhausting. Well referring to the title, my station's game was to play volleyball with water balloons. So, arrived there early in the morning and honestly, I wasn't ready for anything. Was so sleepy and we were like, unprepared with setting up our station. Amanda and I had trouble filling up the water balloons haha, especially me. It was tough tying them up. As an ex-member of PRS, I feel that the club isn't as active as it used to. I'm pretty sure the current AJK board feels the same way. I was expecting better attendance, but to my surprise only 4 boys turned up and the rest were girls. Seriously!? Them girls were so afraid of getting wet and let go each time the water balloon arrives in front of them. Lol apparently not even one group passed our simple game of waterballoon volleyball. Well I was glad that I was able to help Amanda out. Really tiring day so I made love to my bed right after I reached home.
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| Chee Weng, Amanda, and I. |
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| This is our [ Amanda & I ] waterballoon station. |
Today, I'm feeling confused. I'm happy and doubtful about some specific things at the same time. Well I'm looking forward to a relaxing holiday week ahead. Please don't let anything ruin my holiday :(. I came across this text on Facebook.
'How do you know when you love someone?'
"When you wake up, they're your first thought and you're looking at your phone to see if they've text or called you while you were asleep. And when you go to bed, you fall asleep thinking about them. When you miss them, even though it hasn't been more than a day or so since you last seen them. But mostly, when you put their needs before your own. When their happiness is more important than your pain. When you really love someone, you're willing to give it your all, and you'll know when you are."
I have done all that. Especially the part 'to put their needs before your own, and their happiness is more important than your pain.' Love may hurt, but it's worth it. Sometimes the suffering is worst than you can imagine, and what's worst is when you've done all you've done, and yet you're invisible; unnoticed.
Til then,
Til then,
Leo.
